Saturday, March 31, 2012

Canon

If we're in a manga, I hope you could be the hero, and I could be the heroine. Yet, I believe that the heroine spot has been taken by someone else. Well, a girl gotta know when to give up right?

I wish we have a certain bond, a strong bond like covalent bonds that could bound 2 different molecules at its best.

... Man I'm screwed. Exams are 2 weeks ahead and all I do was procrastinate, procrastinate, and procrastinate.

I'm screwed.

Monday, March 26, 2012

So close yet so far away

It's beautiful how people can still love each other despite being 1000 miles apart
while we're so close yet I feel like our hearts are 1000 miles apart
you know, I'll walk 500 miles for you but the problem is...
will you walk the other 500 miles for me?

#np A Thousand Miles - Vanessa Carlton

Saturday, March 17, 2012

Best Days

A song dedicated to the best parents in the world. Thank you for accepting me as who I am not for who I am supposed to be. All the best days in my life, I spent it with you.

The Best Day
Taylor Swift
I'm five years old and it's getting cold
I've got my big coat on
I hear your laugh and look up smiling at you
I run and run
Past the pumpkin patch and the tractor rides
Look now the sky is gold
I hug your legs and fall asleep on the way home

I don't know why all the trees change in the fall
I know you're not scared of anything at all
Don't know if Snow White's house is near or far away
But I know I had the best day with you today

I'm thirteen now and don't know how my friends could be so mean
I come home crying and you hold me tight and grab the keys
And we drive and drive until we found a town far enough away
And we talk and window shop till I forgot all their names

I don't know who I'm gonna talk to now at school
But I know I'm laughing on the car ride home with you
Don't know how long it's gonna take to feel okay
But I know I had the best day with you today

I have an excellent father
His strength is making me stronger
God smiles on my little brother
Inside and out he's better than I am

I grew up in a pretty house and I had space to run
And I had the best days with you

There is a video I found from back when I was three
You set up a paint set in the kitchen and you're talking to me
It's the age of princesses and pirate ships and the seven dwarfs
Daddy's smart and you're the prettiest lady in the whole wide world

Now I know why all the trees change in the fall
I know you were on my side even when I was wrong
And I love you for giving me your eyes
Staying back and watching me shine and I didn't know if you knew this
So I'm taking this chance to say that I had the best days with you

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

To Write or Not To Write

For me, writing is an escape. An escape from reality, because I usually write fiction, and an escape from other people's rules because it's my story, not theirs. Now, I have to face the fact that sometimes I have to improve. I can't just write 1 type of story, and that is why now I decided to write something more than just my imagination and dreams, Reality. Non-fiction. Real world. Yep, I'm learning journalism.
When I was a kid, I wanted to be a writer or a journalist, but my parents told me to get a 'real' job. I think both of them are real jobs but... you know parents right? ;) That was when I started my sorta-rebellious-yet-obedient-child act, I decided to start writing. Yeah as you can see my old writings are sorta... crappy. Yet they made me smile, because they are my first stepping stones to become what I am right now and in the future. I keep on writing, and writing, and writing though my parents did not allow me to join any journalistic activities in my school (I did not regret that, journalistic activities in my school is kinda... yeah you know :p) except entering writing competition. I won. That was the reason why my parents allow me to join journalistic or other writing activities in campus. I feel awesome.
Yet, I don't think that this is the end point of my writing life. For me, this is a beginning of something extraordinary. Something that will amaze the whole wide world. And one day people will wonder where it began, and it began with a 'once-upon-a-time'.

Friday, March 09, 2012

Free, I'm FREE! :D

"naneunyo oppaga joheungeol eotteokhae"
i like you oppa, what should I do

Finally, I manage to find a moment of freedom and waste my time in youtube, yay IU! :')

That lyric hurts so much... Robbins what should I do? :' *shot*

anyway, RIP my beloved Jas Lab. I'll miss you buddy...

Thursday, March 08, 2012

On a night like this...


Can every other night be as perfect as this? Just you, me, and that 1 second of joy. That second felt like hours to me. He's perfect in every way yet I already have someone else. It's 'Him'. Yeah, 'him'.

Who's 'Him' anyway?

....

I call him... Robbins.


*dies*

Monday, March 05, 2012

march, march, MARCH!

Hey it's already March!

Thursday, March 01, 2012