Nah, I'm not gonna use the term 'love' here because I am positive that what I'm feeling right now is nowhere close to that term. How can I be so sure? I can't say right now but I bet the future me must have something to say about this. She must've already known who I'm gonna marry in now, yep my laptop /shot. No, I was just kidding. Okay back to topic.
I just flashed a really bright smile on my face to her and say: 'REALLY? OMG THAT'S SO AWESOME, I'LL BE ROOTING FOR YOU!'. And that's not a lie, because I'm giving up all those stupid feelings I've kept for myself all this time and will devote myself as their faithful supporter. Face it dear, he won't return the favor. He's out of you reach. He's too good for you and you're too good for him, dear. Nothing will ever happen between you and him.
And now it's time to let go. Let everything get washed away along with the tears streaming down on my cheeks. No, they're just fantasy tears. You know I'm not the kind of person who would cry just for something as trivial as this, right? I know you know me better than this.I'll forget all those useless feelings and move on, treat him like other guys. I'll treat everyone with the same smile on my face until I found 'him'. 'Him'? Yeah, my prince because someday my prince will come. Without a white horse nor a sword on his hand. Simply with a smile on his face and his hand reached towards me. When that time come, I'll gladly take it and give him the best smile on my face.
But a little hint for now wouldn't be that bad, right God? :)
