it's been a while . i've been busy and depressed lately about choosing my high school . i've decided to go to Taruna Nusantara and i've been accepted there . i'll be there on 10th July 2009. i will not be able to update my blog , use the internet or bring my cellphone for 3 years *except for holidays*. i don't wanna 
it's kinda sad, but i'll say farewell . i don't know how many times can i update, but i'll do my best to update . good bye 
okay, it's almost the time for graduation . i'll miss my friend. 
bytheway. a few days ago, i went to my BFF's house, angie. i played there with wilona and we baked a pound cake . we put in a whole butter, rum, and cinnamon. they tastes good . 
i played with her from the morning until the afternoon . it's fun .
okay, i've been bored during holiday and all i did during holiday was this --> 
or this -->
*they're the same --a
man, i'm bored .and my playlist for today : yui - again, taylor swift - you belong with me, kris allen - no boundaries, rascal flatts - life is a highway . 
lyrics :
yui - again *FMA brotherhood's 1st opening OST*
*romaji*
Yume no tsuzuki
Oikakete ita hazu na no ni
Magarikunetta hosoi michi
Hito ni tsumazuku
Ano koro mitai ni tte
Modoritai wake ja nai no
Nakushite kita sora o
Sagashiteru
Wakatte kuremasu you ni
Gisei ni natta you na
Kanashii kao wa yamete yo
Tsumi no saigo wa namida ja nai yo
Zutto kurushiku seottekun da
Deguchi mienai kanjou meiro ni
Dare o matteru no
Shiroi nooto ni tsuzutta you ni
Motto sunao ni hakidashitai yo
Nani kara
Nogaretain da
Genjitsu tte yatsu
Kanaeru tame ni
Ikiterun da tte
Wasurechaisou na
Yoru no mannaka
Munan ni nante
Yatterarenai kara
Kaeru basho mo nai no
Kono omoi o keshite shimau ni wa
Mada jinsei nagai desho
Natsukashiku naru
Konna itami mo kangeijan
Ayamaranakucha ikenai yo ne
ah gomen ne
Umaku ienakute
Shinpai kaketa mama datta ne
Ano hi kakaeta zenbu
Ashita kakaeru zenbu
Junban tsuketari wa
Shinai kara
Wakatte kuremasu you ni
Sotto me o tojitan da
Mitakunai mono made
Mien da mon
Iranai uwasa ni chotto
Hajimete kiku hatsugen docchi
Ni-kai attara tomodachi datte
Uso wa yamete ne
Akai haato ga iradatsu you ni
Karada n naka moete irun da
Honto wa
Kitaishiten no
Genjitsu tte yatsu
Kanaeru tame ni
Ikiterun da tte
Sakebitaku naru yo
Kikoete imasu ka
Munan ni nante
Yatterarenai kara
Kaeru basho mo nai no
Yasashisa ni wa itsumo kanshashiteru
Dakara tsuyoku naritai
Susumu tame ni
Teki mo mikata mo kangeijan
Dou yatte tsugi no doa
Hirakerun dakke Kangaeteru
Mou hikikaesenai
Monogatari hajimatterun da
Me o samase me o samase
Kono omoi o keshite shimau ni wa
Mada jinsei nagai desho
Yarinokoshiteru koto
Yarinaoshite mitai kara
Mou ichido yukou
Kanaeru tame ni
Ikiterun da tte
Sakebitaku naru yo
Kikoete imasu ka
Munan ni nante
Yatterarenai kara
Kaeru basho mo nai no
Yasashisa ni wa itsumo kanshashiteru
Dakara tsuyoku naritai
Natsukashiku naru
Konna itami mo kangeijan
*kanji*
夢のつづき
追いかけていたはずなのに
曲がりくねった細い道
人につまづく
あの頃みたいにって
戻りたいわけじゃないの
無くしてきた空を
探してる
わかってくれますように
犠牲になったような
悲しい顔はやめてよ
罪の最後は涙じゃないよ
ずっと苦しく背負ってくんだ
出口見えない感情迷路に
誰を待ってるの？
白いノートに綴ったように
もっと素直に吐き出したいよ
何から 逃れたいんだ
・・・現実ってやつ？
叶えるために
生きてるんだって
忘れちゃいそうな
夜の真ん中
無難になんて
やってられないから
・・・帰る場所も無いの
この想いを消してしまうには
まだ人生長いでしょ？
懐かしくなる
こんな痛みも歓迎じゃん
謝らなくちゃいけないよね
ah ごめんね
うまく言えなくて
心配かけたままだったね
あの日抱えた全部
あした抱える全部
順番つけたりは
しないから
わかってくれますように
そっと目を閉じたんだ
見たくないものまで
見えんだもん
いらないウワサにちょっと
初めて聞く発言どっち？
２回合ったら友達だって？？
ウソはやめてね
赤いハートが苛立つように
体の中燃えているんだ
ホントは
期待しているの
・・・現実ってやつ？
叶えるために
生きているんだって
叫びたくなるよ
聞こえていますか？
無難になんて
やってられないから
・・・帰る場所も無いの
優しさにはいつも感謝している
だから強くなりたい
進むために
敵も味方も歓迎じゃん
どうやって次のドア
開けるんだっけ考えてる？
もう引き返せない
物語始まってるんだ
目を覚ませ 目を覚ませ
この想いを消してしまうには
まだ人生長いでしょ？
やり残してるコト
やり直してみたいから
もう一度ゆこう
叶えるために
生きているんだって
叫びたくなるよ
聞こえていますか？
無難になんて
やってられないから
・・・帰る場所も無いの
優しさにはいつも感謝している
だから強くなりたい
懐かしくなる
こんな痛みも歓迎じゃん
*english*
Even though I must have been pursuing
The continuation of my dream
On a narrow, winding road
I trip over other people
It’s not that I want to return to
How it was like back then
I’m searching
For the sky that I’ve lost
I wish that you’ll understand me
Stop making that sad face
Like you’ve been sacrificed
There aren’t tears at the end of sins
I’ve painfully bore them all this time
In the labyrinth of emotions where I can’t see the exit
Who am I waiting for?
As if having written it in a white notebook
I want to divulge myself more honestly
What
Do I want to flee from?
…Something known as reality?
So that I can fulfill myself
I’m alive
When it seems like I’ve forgotten about it
In the middle of the night
Because it can’t be done
Safe and sound
…There’s no place for me to return to, either
Isn’t life still too long
For erasing these thoughts?
I even welcome such a pain
That turns nostalgic
I’ve got to apologize
ah, I’m sorry
Unable to express it well
You were worried, weren’t you?
Everything that I held back then
Everything that I’ll hold tomorrow
Because I won’t
Put them in order
I wish that you’ll understand me
I quietly closed my eyes
I can even see
The things that I don’t want to see
I get a little annoyed at unnecessary rumors
What was the initial remark like?
If we meet twice, aren’t we friends?
So stop lying
As if my red heart is irritated
It’s burning inside of my body
The truth is
I’m anticipating
…Something known as reality?
So that I can fulfill myself
I’m alive
I feel like shouting so
Can you hear me?
Because it can’t be done
Safe and sound
…There’s no place for me to return to, either
I’m always grateful for kindness
So I want to become strong
In order to move on
I welcome friend and foe alike
How can you open
The next door? Are you thinking about it?
I can’t pull back anymore
The story is starting
Wake up, wake up
Isn’t life still too long
For erasing these thoughts?
I have things left to do
Because I want to try redoing them
Let’s go again
So that I can fulfill myself
I’m alive
I feel like shouting so
Can you hear me?
Because it can’t be done
Safe and sound
…There’s no place for me to return to, either
I’m always grateful for kindness
So I want to become strong
I even welcome such a pain
That turns nostalgic
taylor swift - you belong with me *really suits me*
You're on the phone with your girlfriend, She's upset
She's going off about something that you said
She doesnt get your humour like I do
I'm in the room, its a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesnt like
And she'll never know your story like I do
But she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're lookin for has been here the whole time
If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
You belong with me
Walkin the streets with you in your worn out jeans
I cant help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on the park bench thinkin to myself
Hey isnt this easy?
And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I havent seen it in awhile, since she brought you down
You say you find I know you better than that
Hey, Whatcha doing with a girl like that?
She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time
If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
Standin by, waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that?
You belong with me
You belong with me
Oh I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry
I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams
I think I know where you belong. I think I know it's with me.
Can't you see that I'm the one who understand you?
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
Standing by or waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that
You belong with me
You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me
You belong with me
Kris Allen - No boundaries *awesome song, the opening's a bit weird though*
Seconds, hours, so many days
You know what you want, but how long can you wait?
Every moment last forever.
When you feel you've lost your way.
What if my chances were already gone?
I started believing that I could be wrong.
But you give me one good reason.
To fight and never walk away.
So here I am, still holding on
With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing.
Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.
I fought to the limit, to stand on the edge
What if today is as good as it gets?
Don't know where the future's heading
But nothing's gonna bring me down
I've jumped every bridge and I've run every line
I risked being safe but I always knew why
I always knew why
So here I am, still holding on
With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
You can go higher, you can go deeper
There are no boundaries above and beneath you
Break every rule 'cause there's nothing between you
And your dreams
With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
Yeah, there are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.
Rascal Flatts - Life is a Highway *Cars OST , kinda old, but i love it !*
Well, life's like a road that you travel on
There's one day here and the next day gone
Sometimes you bend, sometimes you stand
Sometimes you turn your back to the wind
There's a world outside every darkened door
Where Blues won't haunt you anymore
For the brave are free and they love their soul
Come ride with me to the distant shore
We won't hesitate
To break down the guarding gate
There's not much time left today
Life is a highway, I wanna ride it
All night long
If you're going my way, I wanna drive it
All night long
To all these cities and all these towns
It's in my blood and it's all around
I love now like I loved you then
This is the road and these are the hands
From Mozambique to those Memphis nights
The Khyber Pass to Vancouver's lights
They knock me down
And back up again
You're in my blood
I'm not a lonely man
There's no load I can't hold
Road so rough this I know
I'll be there when the light comes in
Just tell 'em we're survivors
Life is a highway, I wanna ride it
All night long
If your going my way, I wanna drive it
All night long
Gimme, Gimme, Gimme, Gimme, yeah
Life is a highway, I wanna ride it
All night long
If your going my way, I wanna drive it
All night long
There was a distance between you and I
(between you and I)
A misunderstanding once
But now we look it in the eye
Ooooo...Yeah!
There ain't no load that I can't hold
Road so rough this I know
I'll be there when the light comes in
Just tell 'em we're survivors
Life is a highway, I wanna ride it
All night long
If your going my way, I wanna drive it
All night long
Life is a highway, I wanna ride it
All night long
If your going my way, I wanna drive it
All night long
Life is a highway, I wanna ride it
All night long
If your going my way, I wanna drive it
All night long
Gimme, Gimme, Gimme, Gimme, yeah
okay, that's all i can update for today . i'll update soon, bye !
it's a manga by haruka fukushima . it's been released monthly on Nakayoshi. it tells the story of a AAA *good quality ?* girl named Aoi Ogata and her relationship with Hayato Kuroda *former AAA and now CCC *low quality** it's really interesting . read it ! i reccomend it ! 
