sick ;______;

Hello world~ I have good news and bad news. Bad news first, I'm sick ;______; I have this stupid cold and exam's starting in 2 weeks. Hell. Runny nose, headache, fever, yeah things like that. It's like I can feel all the germs covering my body. At times like this I miss home so much. I wish I can go home, sleep with my parents beside me, have a nice warm porridge for breakfast and sweets anytime I like. I miss my bed and blanket back at home. No, I'm not homesick! I'm just a little bit tired, that's all! /denial

Anyway, 11.11.11 is getting closer! "What's up with 11.11.11 anyway?" Ckckckck, It's my dad's birthday!!!! Someone, pleaseeeee take me homeeeee. I wanna see my family so baaaaad. Daddyyyyyyyyyy~ ;__________; OKAY I ADMIT, I MISS HOME SO DAMN MUCH

... Well the good news is I finally got lots and lots of medical e-books~ YAY~ Thanks to Eiko, Edwin, Risma, and Arvin! You guys rock! Transferring them to Annabelle (my iPad). Yes, I name my stuff, but ain't gonna tell you all their names because... idk lol. I still haven't read any of them because... They're still too hard for me to understand! still, thank you guys for the e-books~

Mixed Feelings

Hello again!

Manda is back and alive! Not sure how though, haha. Well, readers there's something I need to tell you about. I CAN'T GET THIS SONG OUT OF MY HEAD. It's Taylor Swift's song, Ours. I've been humming this song all day long! Can you imagine?

"So don't you worry your pretty little mind

People throw rocks at things that shine

And life makes love look hard

The stakes are high

The waters rough

But this love is ours."

Darn it! Get it out of my head!!!!! Taylor, you're such an awesome song writer, your song has distracted me from finishing my homework :')

Eh- A report about love? Come on, I'm depressed enough. Don't remind me about that! He's just too... far away. Karma? Perhaps, for loving 2 person at the same time. Sadly, when my heart chose him, he slipped away from my hands. Besides, I don't think that I'm his type and he might already have someone else in his heart. Damn tears, why won't you go away? Shoo! Leave me and my homework alone, please... Should I look away and start loving someone who's willing to give me his heart? Perhaps, but I don't know if I'm strong enough to step backwards.

"Backwards? Manda, you haven't even made any move!" Well that's true. I can only look at him from a distance. He made my heart pound so heart like my ribcage is going to break anytime soon. Why, why do you have to be so faraway? Why do you have to be so unreachable? Why can't you love me like I love you? ...lebay? I know. Teen hormones, get used to it :p

Oh hey look! Yesterday when I was attending a really boring lecture, I drew a little bit. Here's the result!

Not really good, just something really random but I've been attracted to dolls recently, especially teddy bears and cookie monster. God, they're just AWESOME, but nothing beats Doraemon :p

Enough with the randomness- what?! It's not enough? Seems like you just have to wait until my next post. Cheers <3

Of Medical Books and Love Notes

Alohaaa~ Long time no see mates~ Sorry for the lack of updates I was busy [s]lazy[/s] so... yeah -_____-"

LOOK! I'M NOT IN HIGH SCHOOL ANYMORE. I AM...

MAHASISWA

Well, that is Indonesian for university students. Proud? HELL YEAH I AM! Can't believe that I got accepted in my dream university, the University of Indonesia in the faculty of medicine. So technically I'm on my way to becoming a (7 stars) doctor in the future.

"Tapi kakaaaaak, 7 stars doctor itu apa?" Ain't gonna describe it here, just go Google it, hahahah. <--- ish too lazy to type. Sorry ><"

Well, to be honest life in the faculty of medicine is not as easy as I thought it would be though I'm only in my first year. When I interviewed my seniors (don't ask me why :p) they told me that the first year in the faculty of medicine is the easiest one of all. EASY? EASY??? IS THIS REALLY WHAT YOU CALL EASY???? I can't imagine how my life would be next year, and the year after that, and the year after that.............. /dies

"Wait- you told(?) me that you lived in Bali, yet you're studying in University of Indonesia which is located in Java, how did you do that?" FYI, I have evolved into...

ANAK KOSAN

That is Indonesian for students who lived in dorms or rented rooms or such things, and I am one of them right now. Home sick? No doubt about it. I miss home *almost* every single day here. Sometimes I cried, sometimes I don't :p I miss mom, dad, my room, my grandma, pretty much... EVERYTHING, but I put them aside and fight everyday! One day I'll become the MINISTER OF HEALTH in Indonesia (Yak, anda tidak salah baca. MENTERI KESEHATAN, saudara-saudara.) I'll erase malnutrition in children forever in this country one day- or at least reduce the number of it. I won't let all my efforts wasted. Please support me everyone because I'll do my best and I am willing to dedicate my life for the sake of this country of ours.

Aside from that, being fifteen doesn't make my life easier in university. Do you know this thing called galau? It's Indonesian for sorrowful, miserable, lonely, desperate, and similar things. Puberty and galau works together like a charm, yeah a charm that makes it harder for you to concentrate. I mean since when do I have to think about L.O.V.E.?! Well, it's not my first time falling in love yet it feels like my first time. Weird, I know. Kill me- waiiiiiiit. I'm not going emo. Don't kill me! BUUUUUUUT- ain't gonna let that love-thing ruin my medical studies. My priority is 1. Food 2. Family 3. Study 4.Friends 5. love. There, happy? Yes I am :)

Therefore, I'm gonna change the title of my blog to....

Of Medical Books and Love Notes

Nothing much is gonna change, but now that my world revolves around these things so.... yeah. Enjoy, folks! :)

#np Hey Stephen - Taylor Swift

Quote of the day: "You don't need a reason to love someone."

4 Days of Happiness :]

FINALLY, AFTER SUCH A LONG BUSY TERM OF STUDYING,

i give myself a Vacation~! Umm-Actually, my parents are gone for a business trip so, i have to follow them. So, there i was. Stuck in Jakarta and Bandung for 4 days :]

1st Day

Wednesday, 24th March 2010

I arrived in Jakarta in the evening *about 10p.m. blame the delayed plane !

Just as glutton as i can be, i tried to find something to eat. I was soooo~ hungry that time. i only ate like about 5 spoonful of fried rice at 6pm, and i'm starving . *don't say that i'm gaining weight! my mom decided that we should eat some kwetiaw-well, you know. a kind of noodle made from rice but it's flat and wider- in Kelapa Gading area because it's the closest one to our apartment. I ordered the fried one. It was PERFECT! it has shrimps *not ed*, *you-know-what-meat, veggies, and fried *you-know-what-meat*. The sauce tastes great. Sadly, i haven't got the chance to take a picture of it because my cellphone's dead

-thenigohomeandsleep

2nd Day,

Thursday, 25th March 2010

Woo-hoo, i went to Mal Artha Gading with my family. It was ordinary, and i didn't really find anything interesting except-BOYS TOYS FAIR ! UGYAAA~

i found a bandai stand and saw lots of cute action figures. LOOK! IT'S SABER! -sorry, no photo again ; _ ;

the discount was great! i bought a set of pokemon action

figure for IDR85000 + 70% discount x)

*okay, no pic from me, but i got the pic from google image

Haha, cute, isn't it?

I also manage to find myself a doraemon headset. kyaa~

in a store at Bandung Indah Plaza (BIP) i also saw it, but it was expensive ! IDR125000! i bought it in Artha Gading for about IDR65000! So it was such a great deal !

In the afternoon, i went to Mal Kelapa Gading and watch Hachiko : A Dog's Story at XXI . I almost cried during the movie. It was touching

It's a touching story about a faithful dog named Hachiko. Wanna know more? Watch it! It's starred by Richard Gere!

-Andirestafterwards

3rd Day, Friday, 26th March 2010

i went to BANDUNG with my father with only a backpack

as you can see, i went overboard in shopping. After all my dad said to me:

"You're already 14, why are you still wearing t-shirt and jeans?"

"What's wrong with it? It's comfy"

"No buts, you're a teenager now. You have to dress like a typical girl of your age!"

"..."

And that's why i bought sooo many feminine clothers -e.g. dresses, girls t-shirts, long sleeves, and so. but no skirt !

I spent like IDR1000.000 that day. Hey! That included my dad's! i'm not a shop-a-holic

4th Day, Saturday, 27th March 2010

WOOOOW, I WENT TO ITB ! KYAAA~ IT WAS HUGE AND AWESOME ! WHO DOESN'T WANT TO ATTEND IT?!

well, in the afternoon i asked my dad to take me to depok. my dad agreed and we went to depok by bus. i slept on the whole journey and my neck ached like hell.

in depok, as you all predicted, I WENT TO UI - UNIVERSITAS INDONESIA. IT WAS HUGE ! though i have to go to Salemba again to see it's medical faculty, it was worth it. The campus area was beautiful ! XD

At night i watch Alice in Wonderland with my father at blitz. Yes, it was a great movie .

And, 5th Day, Sunday, 28th March 2010

i went back to Bali. such a shame. it was only 4 days . but i hope one day i can have another holiday

Sora's Kingdom

everyone, i need your help. if you got twitter, please make #RIPbudewiundani as a trending topic. my teacher passed away yesterday, and to remember her, i wanted to make #RIPbudewiundani as a trending topic, please help me oTL

for more information, contact me at my twitter. thanks oTL

hey, long time no see~ ♥

sora's here and today, *specially for chinese new year and valentine's day,

i'm going to show you my room . isn't that great ? :D

well, my room isn't that extravagant, but it's PINK !

hha, i took that picture from the corner side of the wall . i accidentally took it, but it gave me a satisfying result~

i loved pink soooo much, and i want to make a skin just like that too, but i'm just nowhere near as skillfull as that :D

and this one is my bed.

it's pink too, my favorite! ><>

anyhoo, on top of it is my and my grandmother's blanket. after all, i share my room with her. she's the best grandmother ever :)

right, this is my work place. it's real messy, right? but i love it x) on top of it, i had my notebook *Acer Timeline* there XD

it's really comfy, and i used to study here everyday ~

here's a closer look .

here's my fave pink items. it's my favorite lip balm, nail polish, and my toner. i just found the colour interesting

♥

it's kinda rare for me to take good pictures -_-

oh, and here's my current backpack. it's big, and gray. at least it's enough to store my piles of books

. everyday, i have to bring lots, and lots of them. it's torturing me ; _;

and here's my cellphone. it's a bit-okay, a lot broken. i'm not really good at taking care of stuffs, so PARDON ME, for breaking things around T_T

well, you can see the wallaper is Hatsune Miku and Kagamine Len in a shota MikuLen moment

♥

hey, i can't just abandon my fandom side xP

oh, and here's my treasure box !

it's filled with all things about anime, manga, and otaku-ism ! i bought most of the items when i went to japan, and the cute red satin box was given by my grandma and mom. it's just a box from a certain medicine,but it's gorgeous!

eh? my wardrobe? it's still too messy for me to show, so i'll hide it until i got the urge to blog about it, okay? :D

oh, by the way,

Happy Chinese New Year, everyone *hey, it's the year of the tiger :D* and,

Happy Valentine's Day too :)

have a great day, everyone. don't forget to give me chocolate or tag this . i'd be delighted if you do so~

♥

Sora

Obsessed Fangirl, TakeruxMako :D

Call me rabid, call me obsessed, but 

I LOVE TAKERU SHIBA X MAKO SHIRAISHI !

Shinken RedxShinken Pink

They're from a Tokusensa called : Samurai Sentai Shinkenger . 

If you are familiar with Power Rangers or Tokusensas, i reccomend this one. 

Members :

Shinken Red (Takeru Shiba) starred by : Tori Matsuzaka

Shinken Blue (Ryuunosuke Ikenami) starred by : Hiroki Aiba

Shinken Pink (Mako Shiraishi) starred by : Rin Takanashi

Shinken Green (Chiaki Tani) starred by : Shogo Suzuki

Shinken Yellow (Kotoha Hanaori) starred by : Suzuka Morita

Umm, it's unusual for me to watch tokusensa at all, but i got the urge to watch it since it's being reported in almost all recent edition of Animonster (magazine) at the B-Side . OMG, the B-side cover was Takeru and Mako ! 

Kinda OOT, but : Animonster is really reccomended for Indonesian people, or people who understood Indonesian, they have high quality pictures of any kind anime, manga, tv shows, tokusensa, and anything about Japan !

Okay, back to topic. 

In my opinion , Takeru and Mako are going to happen in the series and, of course, they had lots of great moments together, like being fake bride and grooms, being together, sharing each others' thoughts, so ? don't that seem cute for you ?  

Well, i'm obviously waiting for the new episode to come *to see more Takeru x Mako  

i also support Chiaki x Kotoha, but not as much as i love Takeru x Mako ( or TakeruxMako or TakeMako or MakoTake or TakexMako, or. . . other names?), tee-hee. 

Umm, i haven't been able to make a fanfic for this pairing, but i've found an extremely cute fanfic about this one, just go to my FF profile, and search in my favorite fanfics . You'll find it easily :)

And, there are also a lot of FanVids on this pairing, here's one of them. 

 

Well, did you have fun ? 

I hope you did, and if you did, Tag in the tagboard please :) 

also, if you got any question or request, just ask me via email or the tagboard

Ja, Mata ne ? 

X.O.X.O. 

amanda. 

ame.lone

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Te Wo Tsunagou ; Paper Moon ; Kimi Ga Inai Mirai

I love these songs, lately. i just downloaded them this morning, and they're perfect ! 

Te Wo Tsunagou (Ayaka) is the sountrack to a Doraemon Movie in 2008 , Nobita and The Great Giant Legend. This  is the link to download the song. It's awesome, you should check it out ! x)

We should sing it together! go, go!  

Te Wo Tsunagou

(Ayaka)

Mimi wo sumaseba kikoeru
Warai koe ya namida oto
Ima ikiteru aisuru kimi to
Hiroi umi wo wataru ni ha
Hitori ja mayotte shimau
Isshoni yukou hikari sasu hou he
Butsukatte ha tataki atte yowasa waki atteku

Eien tte kotoba aru no kana
Mirai wo omou to kowaku naru kedo
Zutto zutto tsuzuku yume ga aru kara
Te wo tsunagou

Kokoro ga sakenderu no ni
Kimi ha miteminufuri wo shite
Mae dake wo mite aruite yuku yo
Shashin no naka warau kimi ima wo egakete ita

Tsutaeru tte koto ha muzukashii ne
Koe wo karashite mo todokanakute
Zutto zutto sakebi tsuzukeru hi mo aru kedo 

Omoi kasanari hanabira ugoki
Kyoudai no chikara ga umareru kara

Eien tte kotoba aru no kana
Mirai wo omou to kowaku naru kedo
Zutto zutto tsuzuku yume ga aru kara
Kitto kono sora koetara aeru　kara
Naiteta jibun to kimi ni ha kuru yo
Zutto zutto shinjite ireba kanau kara
Te wo tsunagou

Do you know the song 'Paper Moon' ? It's the second (2nd) opening of Soul Eater, i love the song sooo much, *but i haven't watch the anime yet :P

Here's the download link ! But, you have to register first :)

Lyric, go!go! 

Paper Moon

(TommyHeavenly6)

Romaji : 

I’m Falling Down Into My Shadow
iki o hisomete
matte iru Deadly Night

Don’t scary majo ga egaita
KABOCHA no basha mo
sono me ni utsuseru kara

See You In Your Dreams
Yeah Baby kowai yume da to shite mo

Fairy Blue
kimi no tame ni hoshi o kudaki
kazaritsuketa
Black Paper Moon
shinjite kureta nara
When You’re Lost Here I am
Forever With Your Soul

miagereba kagayaku tsuki no you ni

amai shinku no JAMU o
otoshita KAADO ni ukabiagaru moji

Your Destiny kimi ga nozomeba
donna sekai mo
sono te ni tsukameru kara

madowasarenaide
dare ni mo kowasenai

Fairy Blue
kimi ga kureta ikiru akashi
kizuna to iu eien
sakende kureta nara
I Will Find You My dear
doko ni ite mo
karamitsuku jubaku o tokihanatte

dare mo shinjirarenakute
hikutsu ni naru toki mo aru
sore de mo kimi no kotoba wa
itsu de mo mune ni hibiiteru

Fairy Blue
kimi no tame ni hoshi o kudaki
kazaritsuketa mejirushi
yume o miushinatte mayotta toki
miagete hoshii

Fairy Blue
kimi ga kureta ikiru akashi
kizuna to iu shinrai
kimi wa hitori ja nai
When You’re Lost "Here" I am
"Forever" With Your Soul

tadoritsukeru kimi ga shinjiru nara

Kanji : 

I'm Falling Down Into My Shadow
息を潜めて
待っている　Deadly Night

Don't Scary　魔女が描いた
カボチャの馬車も
その眼に映せるから

See You In Your Dreams
Yeah Baby　怖い夢だとしても

Fairy Blue
君のために　星を砕き
飾り付けた
Black Paper Moon
信じてくれたなら!
When You're Lost“Here”
I am...“Forever”With Your Soul

見上げれば　輝く月のように

甘い　深紅のジャムを
落としたカードに　浮かび上がる文字

Your Destiny　君が望めば
どんな世界も
その手につかめるから

惑わされないで
誰にも壊せない

Fairy Blue
君がくれた　生きる証
絆という“永遠”
叫んでくれたなら
I Will Find You My Dear!
どこにいても
絡み付く呪縛を　解き放って

誰も信じられなくて
卑屈になる時もある
それでも　君の言葉は
いつでも　胸に響いてる

Fairy Blue
君のために　星を砕き
飾り付けた“目印”
夢を見失って　迷ったとき
見上げてほしい

Fairy Blue
君がくれた　生きる証
絆という“信頼”
君はひとりじゃない
When You're Lost“Here”
I am...“Forever”With Your Soul

辿り着ける　君が信じるなら

English :

I’m Falling Down Into My Shadow
Holding my breath
I’m waiting on a Deadly Night

Don’t Scary, because the pumpkin coach
That the witch drew
Can be seen in your eyes

See You In Your Dreams
Yeah Baby, even if it’s a scary dream

Fairy Blue
For your sake, I smashed the stars
And decorated the
Black Paper Moon
If you’d believe in me!
When You’re Lost “Here”
I am… “Forever” With Your Soul

If I look up, like the shining moon

Letters emerge on the card
That dropped the sweet, crimson jam

Your Destiny, because if you wish for it
You can seize
Any sort of world in your hands

Don’t get confused
No one can destroy it

Fairy Blue
The proof of living that you gave me
Is the “eternity” known as our bond
If you’d shout for me
I Will Find You My Dear!
No matter where you are
Break the spell bound to us

There are times when I can’t believe in anyone
And become subservient
Nevertheless, your words
Are echoing in my chest at anytime

Fairy Blue
For your sake, I smashed the stars
And decorated the “sign”
When you’d lose sight of your dreams and get perplexed
I’d like you to look up

Fairy Blue
The proof of living that you gave me
Is the “trust” known as our bond
You’re not alone
When You’re Lost “Here”
I am… “Forever” With Your Soul

I can make my way to you, if you believe in me

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Kimi Ga Inai Mirai ? I don't think i need to introduce you to this song, it's the 1st Opening of Inuyasha - The Final Act XD 

Want to download the song ? Here's the link ! 

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Full Size

Kimi Ga Inai Mirai

(Do As Infinity)

Romaji:
Mamorubeki mono nante
nayamu made mo naka
Hitotsu shika nakatta
Sakebigoe no kodama
munashika hibiita
Fukai mori no oku ni

Namida mo koraerareta riyuu wa
Kasareta yubi no nukumori no sei

Kimi ga inai mirai imi nado nai mirai
Nido to hanashitari wa shinai kara
Kimi to nozomu sekai mita koto nai sekai
Jikuu o koete haruka tabisuru bokura..

Kanji
守るべきものなんて
悩むまでもなく
一つしかなかった
叫び声の木霊
虚しく響いた
深い森の奥に

涙を堪えられた理由は
重ねた指の温もりのせい

君がいない未来
意味などない未来
二度と話したりはしないから
君と望む世界
見たことない世界
時空を超えて
遥か旅する僕ら

English
How should I protect the things
that trouble me even when
you were the only one who was crying?

I screamed in vain as the echo resounded
in the depths of the deep forest

The reason I can endure these tears
is because the warmth
of your fingers have changed me

You don't have a future, there is no meaning for a future
because I can't speak with you again
You wished for the world, a world in which you have not seen
We were far beyond space and time

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Wow, quite some singings there, right ? But i had a lotta fun today! I will come to school again on 4th January 2010, it means that my vacation's over :( 

But, don't worry ! I'll try to update as often as i can ! XD I also have putted lots, and LOTS of stamps on my shippings, and my favorites, so it's not hard to find out what i like :3 

Oh yeah, Link Exchanges are welcomed! So don't hesitate, tell me in my tagboard on the right ! Well, have fun at my blog :)

X.O.X.O. 

amanda. 

ame.lone

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