Te Wo Tsunagou ; Paper Moon ; Kimi Ga Inai Mirai

I love these songs, lately. i just downloaded them this morning, and they're perfect ! 

Te Wo Tsunagou (Ayaka) is the sountrack to a Doraemon Movie in 2008 , Nobita and The Great Giant Legend. This  is the link to download the song. It's awesome, you should check it out ! x)

We should sing it together! go, go!  

Te Wo Tsunagou

(Ayaka)

Mimi wo sumaseba kikoeru
Warai koe ya namida oto
Ima ikiteru aisuru kimi to
Hiroi umi wo wataru ni ha
Hitori ja mayotte shimau
Isshoni yukou hikari sasu hou he
Butsukatte ha tataki atte yowasa waki atteku

Eien tte kotoba aru no kana
Mirai wo omou to kowaku naru kedo
Zutto zutto tsuzuku yume ga aru kara
Te wo tsunagou

Kokoro ga sakenderu no ni
Kimi ha miteminufuri wo shite
Mae dake wo mite aruite yuku yo
Shashin no naka warau kimi ima wo egakete ita

Tsutaeru tte koto ha muzukashii ne
Koe wo karashite mo todokanakute
Zutto zutto sakebi tsuzukeru hi mo aru kedo 

Omoi kasanari hanabira ugoki
Kyoudai no chikara ga umareru kara

Eien tte kotoba aru no kana
Mirai wo omou to kowaku naru kedo
Zutto zutto tsuzuku yume ga aru kara
Kitto kono sora koetara aeru　kara
Naiteta jibun to kimi ni ha kuru yo
Zutto zutto shinjite ireba kanau kara
Te wo tsunagou

Do you know the song 'Paper Moon' ? It's the second (2nd) opening of Soul Eater, i love the song sooo much, *but i haven't watch the anime yet :P

Here's the download link ! But, you have to register first :)

Lyric, go!go! 

Paper Moon

(TommyHeavenly6)

Romaji : 

I’m Falling Down Into My Shadow
iki o hisomete
matte iru Deadly Night

Don’t scary majo ga egaita
KABOCHA no basha mo
sono me ni utsuseru kara

See You In Your Dreams
Yeah Baby kowai yume da to shite mo

Fairy Blue
kimi no tame ni hoshi o kudaki
kazaritsuketa
Black Paper Moon
shinjite kureta nara
When You’re Lost Here I am
Forever With Your Soul

miagereba kagayaku tsuki no you ni

amai shinku no JAMU o
otoshita KAADO ni ukabiagaru moji

Your Destiny kimi ga nozomeba
donna sekai mo
sono te ni tsukameru kara

madowasarenaide
dare ni mo kowasenai

Fairy Blue
kimi ga kureta ikiru akashi
kizuna to iu eien
sakende kureta nara
I Will Find You My dear
doko ni ite mo
karamitsuku jubaku o tokihanatte

dare mo shinjirarenakute
hikutsu ni naru toki mo aru
sore de mo kimi no kotoba wa
itsu de mo mune ni hibiiteru

Fairy Blue
kimi no tame ni hoshi o kudaki
kazaritsuketa mejirushi
yume o miushinatte mayotta toki
miagete hoshii

Fairy Blue
kimi ga kureta ikiru akashi
kizuna to iu shinrai
kimi wa hitori ja nai
When You’re Lost "Here" I am
"Forever" With Your Soul

tadoritsukeru kimi ga shinjiru nara

Kanji : 

I'm Falling Down Into My Shadow
息を潜めて
待っている　Deadly Night

Don't Scary　魔女が描いた
カボチャの馬車も
その眼に映せるから

See You In Your Dreams
Yeah Baby　怖い夢だとしても

Fairy Blue
君のために　星を砕き
飾り付けた
Black Paper Moon
信じてくれたなら!
When You're Lost“Here”
I am...“Forever”With Your Soul

見上げれば　輝く月のように

甘い　深紅のジャムを
落としたカードに　浮かび上がる文字

Your Destiny　君が望めば
どんな世界も
その手につかめるから

惑わされないで
誰にも壊せない

Fairy Blue
君がくれた　生きる証
絆という“永遠”
叫んでくれたなら
I Will Find You My Dear!
どこにいても
絡み付く呪縛を　解き放って

誰も信じられなくて
卑屈になる時もある
それでも　君の言葉は
いつでも　胸に響いてる

Fairy Blue
君のために　星を砕き
飾り付けた“目印”
夢を見失って　迷ったとき
見上げてほしい

Fairy Blue
君がくれた　生きる証
絆という“信頼”
君はひとりじゃない
When You're Lost“Here”
I am...“Forever”With Your Soul

辿り着ける　君が信じるなら

English :

I’m Falling Down Into My Shadow
Holding my breath
I’m waiting on a Deadly Night

Don’t Scary, because the pumpkin coach
That the witch drew
Can be seen in your eyes

See You In Your Dreams
Yeah Baby, even if it’s a scary dream

Fairy Blue
For your sake, I smashed the stars
And decorated the
Black Paper Moon
If you’d believe in me!
When You’re Lost “Here”
I am… “Forever” With Your Soul

If I look up, like the shining moon

Letters emerge on the card
That dropped the sweet, crimson jam

Your Destiny, because if you wish for it
You can seize
Any sort of world in your hands

Don’t get confused
No one can destroy it

Fairy Blue
The proof of living that you gave me
Is the “eternity” known as our bond
If you’d shout for me
I Will Find You My Dear!
No matter where you are
Break the spell bound to us

There are times when I can’t believe in anyone
And become subservient
Nevertheless, your words
Are echoing in my chest at anytime

Fairy Blue
For your sake, I smashed the stars
And decorated the “sign”
When you’d lose sight of your dreams and get perplexed
I’d like you to look up

Fairy Blue
The proof of living that you gave me
Is the “trust” known as our bond
You’re not alone
When You’re Lost “Here”
I am… “Forever” With Your Soul

I can make my way to you, if you believe in me

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Kimi Ga Inai Mirai ? I don't think i need to introduce you to this song, it's the 1st Opening of Inuyasha - The Final Act XD 

Want to download the song ? Here's the link ! 

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Kimi Ga Inai Mirai

(Do As Infinity)

Romaji:
Mamorubeki mono nante
nayamu made mo naka
Hitotsu shika nakatta
Sakebigoe no kodama
munashika hibiita
Fukai mori no oku ni

Namida mo koraerareta riyuu wa
Kasareta yubi no nukumori no sei

Kimi ga inai mirai imi nado nai mirai
Nido to hanashitari wa shinai kara
Kimi to nozomu sekai mita koto nai sekai
Jikuu o koete haruka tabisuru bokura..

Kanji
守るべきものなんて
悩むまでもなく
一つしかなかった
叫び声の木霊
虚しく響いた
深い森の奥に

涙を堪えられた理由は
重ねた指の温もりのせい

君がいない未来
意味などない未来
二度と話したりはしないから
君と望む世界
見たことない世界
時空を超えて
遥か旅する僕ら

English
How should I protect the things
that trouble me even when
you were the only one who was crying?

I screamed in vain as the echo resounded
in the depths of the deep forest

The reason I can endure these tears
is because the warmth
of your fingers have changed me

You don't have a future, there is no meaning for a future
because I can't speak with you again
You wished for the world, a world in which you have not seen
We were far beyond space and time

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Wow, quite some singings there, right ? But i had a lotta fun today! I will come to school again on 4th January 2010, it means that my vacation's over :( 

But, don't worry ! I'll try to update as often as i can ! XD I also have putted lots, and LOTS of stamps on my shippings, and my favorites, so it's not hard to find out what i like :3 

Oh yeah, Link Exchanges are welcomed! So don't hesitate, tell me in my tagboard on the right ! Well, have fun at my blog :)

X.O.X.O. 

amanda. 

ame.lone

鏡音空色

cutepanda96

sora-cchi

My First Manga in 2010, my finished fanfic XD

Cocoa

by : Kashiwagi Shiho 

taken from MF :

Tsubame's school has two sections: the school for regular students, and a school for "celebrities" (known as the fine arts course, or the "celeb course"). Tsubame's stuck in the normal school, and has no interest in the upper class life. Then she meets Chio, a male model taking the celeb course. Her life will never be the same again.

It's released in Nakayoshi Lovely in Indonesia, but i can't take it anymore, i want more~!

That's why, i read it on MF :P

It's cute, i reccomend it !

Anyways, 

I have finished my first fanfic about Hatsune Miku x Len Kagamine (MikuLen) ! XD

It's completed, you can read it here ! The title's Vocaloid Play, and the last time i checked, it already reached 1,100 hits and 42 reviews. i love it XD 

Oh, and at the top of my playlist today is :

Yume no Tsuzuki - Hatsune Miku, Kagamine Rin, Kagamine Len, Megurine Luka (Vocaloid)

Here's the lyric ! 

Romaji : 

(we are not alone)
(yes, we are)

watashi wa koko ni iru yo anata ga toshi wo tottemo
yume no tsuzuki kyou mo asu mo utai tsuzukeru
ichido tsuita taisetsu na tomoshibi
kienai you ni zutto mi mamotteru yo

hajimari wa minna konna fuu ni watashi ni uta nanka utaenai to
dore dake motome tsuzukete mo kokoro wa kono te ni todokanai

demo anata wa chigatta no omoi wo sosoi dekureta no
konna watashi wo shinjite kureta
omoi wa hitotsu ni natte kono mune ni atsuku yadotte
soshite kiseki ga

watashi wa koko ni iru yo nagare yuku tsukihi no naka de
kimi ga kureta daiji na mono utai nagara
mebuki sodachi hanasaku sono hi made
inoru you ni zutto mitsumete iru yo

kaketa PIECE tsunagu you ni daiji ni daiji ni utatte kita
hito no you ni wa dekinai kedo watashi no kotoba de aruite kita

kiite kureru hito mo fuete minna no kokoro ni hibiite
watashi no uta de naite kureta
anata no kimochi wo komete watashi no kansha wo komete
sora e hanatsu yo

watashi wa koko ni iru yo anata ga toshi wo tottemo
yume no tsuzuki kyou mo asu mo utai tsuzukeru
ichido tsuita taisetsu na tomoshibi
kienai you ni zutto mi mamotteru yo

(we are not alone) (yeah yeah)
(want to sing a song) (sing a song)
(we are not alone) (not alone)
(you can't stop, make it better)

watashi wa koko ni iru yo anata ga toshi wo tottemo
yume no tsuzuki kyou mo asu mo utai tsuzukeru
ichido tsuita taisetsu na tomoshibi
kienai you ni zutto

watashi wa koko ni iru yo nagare yuku tsukihi no naka de
kimi ga kureta daiji na mono utai nagara
mebuki sodachi hanasaku sono hi made
inoru you ni zutto mitsumete iru yo

(we are not alone)
(want to sing a song)
(we are not alone)
(want to sing a song)

Well, that's all for today, see you next time :) 

X.O.X.O.

amanda. 

ame.lone

鏡音空色

cutepanda96

sora-cchi

An Obsession Towards Vocaloids

Yoo, long time no see, minna

Do you know about vocaloids? 

Well, according to Wikipedia, vocaloid is a singing synthesizer application software developed by the Yamaha Corporation that enables users to synthesize singing by typing in lyrics and melody. 

Basically, there are 2 series of Vocaloids, 

1. Vocaloid
Leon: English male (March 3, 2004)
Lola: English female (March 3, 2004)
Miriam: English female (July 26, 2004)
Meiko: Japanese female (November 5, 2004)
Kaito: Japanese male (February 17, 2006)

2. Vocaloid 2
Character Vocal Series
Hatsune Miku: Japanese female (August 31, 2007) (item : Negi/leek)
Kagamine Rin/Len: Japanese female and male respectively (December 27, 2007) (item: mikan/banana, roadroller)
Megurine Luka: Japanese and English female (January 30, 2009) (item: Tuna, Octopus)
Gackpoid: Japanese male (July 31, 2008) (item : eggplant)
Megpoid: Japanese female (June 25, 2009) 
Sweet Ann: English female (June 29, 2007)
Prima: English female (January 14, 2008)
Big-Al: English male (to be released)
Sonika: English Female (July 14, 2009)
SF-A2 Miki: Japanese female (December 4, 2009)
Kaai Yuki: Japanese female (December 4, 2009)
Hiyama Kiyoteru: Japanese male (December 4, 2009)

Hatsune Miku

Kagamine Rin, Len (respectively)

Well, most people know Vocaloid from Hatsune Miku (Well, it's the most famous one), but in my opinion, i like them all. 

There's also a manga series for Vocaloid. The artist is Kei, the person who design Hatsune Miku and some other Vocaloids. The title is 'Hatsune Mix!' and has been released in 'Comic Rush'. It's not really reccomended by me, but it's still cute!  

They have lots of songs, but here are the ones that i reccomended (based on my rankings): 

1.Hatsune Miku - World is Mine 

2.Kagamine Len - World is Mine

3.Hatsune Miku - Melt 

4. Hatsune Miku and Kagamine Len - Nanimo Naimono (Nothing) 

5. KAITO - Hatsune Miku - Cantarella 

6. Kagamine Len - SPICE! 

7. Hatsune Miku - White Letter 

8. All Vocaloids - Hajimete Koi ga Owaru Toki (When Love Ends For The First Time)

9. Hatsune Miku -Two Faced Lovers 

10. Hatsune Miku - Last Night, Good Night 

11. Kagamine Len - Fire Flower 

12. Kagamine Len - Servant of Evil 

13. Kagamine Len and Hatsune Miku - Invisible Tears 

14. Kagamine Len - Broken Clock 

15. KAITO and Kagamine Len - Vocaloid Go!Go!

16. and many more! 

I love them all,  

You can look at the PVs (Promotional Videos) on Youtube

Now, Let's talk about shipping (couples) XD 

I support: 

-LenxMiku (i don't mind shota XD) watch this video ! 

There are also some proof at the chain Songs of Evil. In the songs, it is said that Len is in love with Miku, but who knows :) 

If you'd like, you could also read my fanfic about LenxMiku here  or paste this link (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5596427/1/Vocaloid_Play) in your address box. 

-LukaxGakupo 

-KAITOxMEIKO

I can't stand : 

-LenxRin (i prefer them as family or siblings that BF and GF)

The history of vocaloid is very long, so i suggest you to go to Wikipedia to get the full information. I'll gave you the link to Indonesian Wikipedia too. You might also want to look at the Vocaloid Wikia.

Well, i shall post more later, i got school tomorrow, mata ne :) 

bersamamu :)

hey, everybody ! long time no see !
i'm sorry for not updating for such a while . it's all caused by MOS, but don't worry, i'm here now.

haha, so let's just get on with it .
i'm using a new browser now, it's called Flock. it looks the same as mozilla, but it supports more social networking websites like twitter and facebook . i love it, sadly i can't view my blog from it, i can only update, so be patient guys .

okay, i won't take too much of your time, let's just go with my song reccomendations here:

Mami Kawada - Get My Way! (*****) -Hayate no Gotoku!!'s 2nd ending-
Kotoko - Shichitenhakki Shijou Shugi (*****) -Hayate no Gotoku!!'s 2nd opening-
Miho Fukuhara - Let It Out (*****) -FMA Brotherhood's 2nd Ending-
NICO Touches The Wall - Hologram(*****) - FMA Brotherhood's 2nd Opening-
Vierra - Bersamamu (*****)
FloRida - Right Round (****)
Avril Lavigne - Slipped Away (*****)
Avril Lavigne - Skater Boy (*****)
Saykoji - kaskus anthem (*****)
Counting Crows - Accidentally in Love (*****)

and i'l even provide you with Vierra - Bersamamu's lyric because i'm nice , scratch that, peeps x)

Vierra - Bersamamu

Memandang wajahmu cerah
Membuatku tersenyum senang
Indah dunia
Tentu saja kita pernah mengalami perbedaan
Kita lalui
Tapi aku merasa
Jatuh terlalu dalam cintamu
Ku tak akan berubah
Ku tak ingin kau pergi s’lamanya

Reff :
Ku kan setia menjagamu
Bersama dirimu dirimu
Sampai nanti akan s’lalu
Bersama dirimu

Saat bersamamu kasih
Ku merasa bahagia dalam pelukmu
Tapi aku merasa jatuh terlalu dalam cintamu
Ku tak akan berubah
Ku tak ingin kau pergi s’lamanya

Back to Reff

Seperti yang kau katakan
Kau akan selalu ada
(Kau akan selalu ada)
Menjaga memeluk diriku dengan cintamu
Dengan cintamu

Back to Reff

Saat bersamamu kasih
Ku merasa bahagia dalam pelukmu

I love this song, it represents my feelings towards 'someone' , nah. don't think so.

and i'll also provide you with a lyric on Avril Lavigne - Skater Boy

He was a boy she was a girl
can I make it anymore obvious?

He was a punk, she did ballet
What more can I say?

He wanted her,she'd never tell
secretly she wanted him as well
but all of her friends, stuck up their nose
they had a problem with his baggy clothes.

He was a skater boy,
she said see you later boy
he wasn't good enough for her
she had an pretty face
but her head was up in a space
she needed to come back down to earth

Five years from now, she sits at home
Feeding the baby she's all alone

She turns on T.V., guess who she sees
Skater boy rocking up MTV

She calls up her friends, they already know
And they all got tickets to see his show

she tags along, and stands in the crowd
Looks up at the man that she turned down

He was a skater boy
She said see ya later boy
He wasn't good enough for her
Now he's a superstar
Slammin' on his guitar
Does your pretty face see what he's worth?
He was a skater boy
She said see ya later boy
He wasn't good enough for her
Now he's a superstar
Slammin' on his guitar
Does your pretty face see what he's worth?

Sorry girl, but you missed out
Well tough luck that boy's mine now

We are more than just good friends
This is how the story ends

Too bad that you couldn't see
See the man that boy could be

There is more than meets the eye
I see the soul that is inside

He's just a boy and I'm just a girl
How can I make it anymore obvious?

We are in love, haven`t you heard
How we rock each others world!

I'm with a skater boy
I said see ya later boy
I'll be backstage after the show
I'll be at the studio
Singing the song we wrote
About a girl he used to know.

I'm with a skater boy
I said see ya later boy
I'll be backstage after the show
I'll be at the studio
Singing the song we wrote
About the girl he used to know.

gomenasai DX

sorry, minna . i haven't been able to update for sooooooooooooooooooo long . blame the modem's BW for all of this ! by the way, i can;t wait for my new high school year . it's next month  

oh,  i'll have to say goodbye *until we meet again* to : A5G Leviathan and A5G Leon because Levi is going to study in Malang and Leon will study in Singapore . I'll never forget our friendship, guys .  

btw, here's the songs i reccomend for today : 

Craig David - 7 Days (*****) 

Linkin Park - New Divide (*****)  (OST Transformer 2)

Suara - Free and Dream (****) (OP01 - Tears To Tiara)

Angela Aki - Sakurairo (****) 

Akon - Right Now Na Na (*****) 

crucio - Log In KasKus(Right Now Na Na) (*****) (Song for KasKus)

Mbah Surip - Tak gendong (***) (yg isa bahasa Indonesia past ngerti ) 

wew, another short post . i'll make it up to you all next time . i'm still busy and tired after preparing for high school . 

ja, mata ne ?

OMG !

Listen guys ! i got accepted @ my dream high school, smansa / SMUN 1 Denpasar and most of all, I GOT THE 6TH RANK FROM OVER 300 STUDENTS !!! which means , i'm one of the strongest candidates for acceleration class i'm so happy !!!! 

and, tomorrow's plan : 

go to Waterbom with A5G * see my post about A5G for more info of A5G* 

kyaaaa, can't wait !!!

i'm watching Tales of The Abyss at the moment and re-watching Nodame Cantabile . they're great . my song reccomendation for today is : 

Sorairo Days - Shoko Nakagawa (OST of Gurren Lagann) - ****

Big Girls Don't Cry - Fergie - ***** (old, but great !)

Blue Bird - Ikimonogakari - ***** (really reccomended XD)

Big, Big, World - Emilia - ***** (old song, but still awesome !!)

they're great. try to listen for a chance . 

i'm sorry for such a ashort post . i'm really busy . gotta go, bye :D

another day for me :)

*i almost forgot to type this, LOL* i *with my mom, dad, and grandma from my mom* went to Klungkung *my dad's hometown* . we went to see my grandpa and grandma *from my dad* it was fun and i got a chance to ate a traditional sweets for just IDR 2000 . it tastes nice . the name is Lupis, it's a yellow triangular-shaped sticky rices served with coconut and palm sugar sauce on top . we can also add Ongol-Ongol *like traditional jelly* on it . bon appetit !

recently i'm also having a little problem with myself . i had a weird allergy . it's troubling me a lot and i've been totally crazy all over Fullmetal Alchemist lately -since it's shown on animax-  

OMG, it's great !! i just love riza hawkeye !!! she's cool, awesome, pretty, powerful, and she's great !!! 

hey, did you realize the emoticon i used ? yes, it's the same type as it's used on Mangafox !!! i reccomend this site to watch manga online . the forums are great and the manga is updated quite fast .  

you can visit my account there, here's the direct link for my account . i rarely post anything, so my posts doesn't increase much lately .  

but i made some new friends there . 

and guys, add my msn : soranotenshi@windowslive.com and my ym : luphly
_manda 

whoa, while i was typing this. i was watching F1 and there's a little accident . i prefer motoGP than F1 *like last week's MotoGP , when Valentino Rossi and Jorge Lorenzo were overlaping each other ? that was AWESOME !! my mom, dad, and i were screaming all the way 'til it's finished and Rossi wins . that was one great experience

in this post i will update my reccomended songs : 

Greenday - Know Your Enemy (****) 

Craig David - Don't Love You No More (*****) 

Porno Grafitti - Melissa (*****) 

M.Y.M.P. - Especially For You (****) -a little weird tune on the guitar in the middle- 

Yui - Again (Karaoke) (***)

here's the lyric for Melissa : 

Romaji

Kimi no te de kimi no te de kirisaite kirisaite Tooi hi no kioku wo
Kanashimi no kanashimi no iki no ne wo tometekure yo
Saa Ai ni kogareta mune wo tsuranuke

Asu ga kuru hazu no sora wo mite Mayou bakari no kokoro moteamashiteru
Katawara no tori ga habataita Doko ka hikari wo mitsukerareta no ka na

Naa Omae no se ni ore mo nosetekurenai ka
Soshite ichiban takai toko de okizari ni shite yasashisa kara toozakete

Kimi no te de kimi no te de kirisaite kirisaite Tooi hi no kioku wo
Kanashimi no iki no ne wo tometekure yo
Saa Ai ni kogareta mune wo tsuranuke

Tori wo yuuyami ni miokutta Chi wo hau bakari no ore wo kaze ga nazeru
Hane ga hoshii to wa iwanai sa Semete chuu ni mau MELISSA no ha ni naritai

Mou Zuibun to tachitsukushite mita kedo
Tabun kotae wa nai no darou Kono kaze ni mo iku ate nado nai you ni

Kimi no te de kimi no te de kagi wo kakete kagi wo kakete Tamerai nado nai daro
Machigatte mo machigatte mo Nidoto aku koto no nai you ni
Saa Jou no ochiru oto de owarasete

Sukui no nai sukui no nai tamashii wa tamashii wa nagasarete kieyuku
Kieteyuku kieteyuku shunkan ni wazuka hikaru
Ima Tsuki ga michiru yoru wo umidasu no sa
 

Kanji 

君の手で切り裂いて　遠い日の記憶を
悲しみの息の根を止めてくれよ
さあ　愛に焦がれた胸を貫け

明日が来るはずの空を見て　迷うばかりの心持てあましている
傍らの鳥がはばたいた　どこか光を見つけられたのかな

なあ　お前の背に俺も乗せてくれないか
そして一番高い所で置き去りにして優しさから遠ざけて

君の手で切り裂いて　遠い日の記憶を
悲しみの息の根を止めてくれよ
さあ　愛に焦がれた胸を貫け

鳥を夕闇に見送った　地を這うばかりの俺を風がなぜる
羽が欲しいとは言わないさ　せめて宙に舞うメリッサの葉になりたい

もう　ずいぶんと立ち尽くしてみたけど
たぶん答えはないのだろう　この風にも行くあてなどないように

君の手で鍵をかけて　ためらいなどないだろ
間違っても　二度と開くことのないように
さあ　錠の落ちる音で終わらせて

救いのない魂は流されて消えゆく
消えてゆく瞬間にわずか光る
今　月が満ちる夜を生み出すのさ

English 

Cleave apart the memories of those faraway days with your hands
End the breath of sadness
Come on, pierce through my chest made anxious by love

Looking at the sky in which the tomorrow will come, I don't know what to do with my heart that is only lost
Birds by my side flew away- I wonder if they found light somewhere

Come now, won't you let me ride on your back, too?
Then keep far away from the kindess that I deserted at the highest place

Cleave apart the memories of those faraway days with your hands
End the breath of sadness
Come on, pierce through my chest made anxious by love

I saw off birds into the dark evening, the wind strokes the me who merely crawls the ground
I won't say that I want wings; I want to become melissa leaves dancing in midair, at least

I've already tried to keep standing many times
But that's probably not the answer, right?
'Cause then I won't go against this wind

Take the key with your hands, you won't be hesitating, right?
Even if you were wrong, if it seems that it'd never open again
Come on, end it with the sound of a lock falling

A soul that cannot be saved drifts and disappears
In the instant it vanishes, it shines faintly
Now, it creates a night with a full moon

you can download the song here but you have to login before using the website

by the way, i have to go to sleep, i've got school tomorrow to finish stuffs at school and submit my locker's key to school .  

bye guys *and gals* ! 

Announcement !

okay things have been so depressing lately . and i've decided *really, no more changes* to continue high school at SMUN 1 Denpasar (smansa) . besides,i finally knew my NUM *nilai ujian murni* or my Final exam result today . i graduated , but my score is not really good. it's just 38.30 *about 9,56 for the average . i got 1 perfect score for mathematic* . at least it's pure and i don't cheat like everybody else . and i'm officially a high-schooler now !

well, today at midnight, i watched the encore telecast of FMA (Fullmetal Alchemist / Hagane no Renkinjitsushi / Hagaren) at animax . chapter 11, Miracle at Rush Valley . the miracle in the title refers to the birth of a baby. whose baby ? watch it ! Winry got a huge role in this and the pairing of Ed and Winry is getting more and more obvious than before .

hey, i've got new emoticons now . thanks to my best friend , neil .and these are the songs i reccomend for today : 

1. Hayate no Gotoku! - Kotoko (OST of Hayate the Combat Butler) rating : ****

2. Aozora no Namida - Hitomi Takahashi (OST of Blood+) rating : ****

3. Melissa - Porno Grafitti (OST of Fullmetal Alchemist *season 1*) rating : ***** 

okay, it's new . i've decided to put some ratings . these are the meanings :

* =okay . 

** =good !

*** = great!

**** = great ! awesome ! love it !

***** = i'm in love !!!

i'll upload the result of the National Exams later , catch you later

Farewell~

it's been a while . i've been busy and depressed lately about choosing my high school . i've decided to go to Taruna Nusantara and i've been accepted there . i'll be there on 10th July 2009. i will not be able to update my blog , use the internet or bring my cellphone for 3 years *except for holidays*. i don't wanna   it's kinda sad, but i'll say farewell . i don't know how many times can i update, but i'll do my best to update . good bye   

okay, it's almost the time for graduation . i'll miss my friend.  

bytheway. a few days ago, i went to my BFF's house, angie. i played there with wilona and we baked a pound cake . we put in a whole butter, rum, and cinnamon. they tastes good . i played with her from the morning until the afternoon . it's fun . 

okay, i've been bored during holiday and all i did during holiday was this --> or this --> *they're the same --a

man, i'm bored .and my playlist for today : yui - again, taylor swift - you belong with me, kris allen - no boundaries, rascal flatts - life is a highway .  

lyrics : 

yui - again *FMA brotherhood's 1st opening OST* 

*romaji*

Yume no tsuzuki
Oikakete ita hazu na no ni

Magarikunetta hosoi michi
Hito ni tsumazuku

Ano koro mitai ni tte
Modoritai wake ja nai no

Nakushite kita sora o
Sagashiteru

Wakatte kuremasu you ni

Gisei ni natta you na
Kanashii kao wa yamete yo

Tsumi no saigo wa namida ja nai yo
Zutto kurushiku seottekun da

Deguchi mienai kanjou meiro ni
Dare o matteru no

Shiroi nooto ni tsuzutta you ni
Motto sunao ni hakidashitai yo

Nani kara
Nogaretain da

Genjitsu tte yatsu

Kanaeru tame ni
Ikiterun da tte

Wasurechaisou na
Yoru no mannaka

Munan ni nante
Yatterarenai kara

Kaeru basho mo nai no

Kono omoi o keshite shimau ni wa
Mada jinsei nagai desho

Natsukashiku naru
Konna itami mo kangeijan

Ayamaranakucha ikenai yo ne
ah gomen ne

Umaku ienakute
Shinpai kaketa mama datta ne

Ano hi kakaeta zenbu
Ashita kakaeru zenbu

Junban tsuketari wa
Shinai kara

Wakatte kuremasu you ni

Sotto me o tojitan da
Mitakunai mono made
Mien da mon

Iranai uwasa ni chotto
Hajimete kiku hatsugen docchi

Ni-kai attara tomodachi datte
Uso wa yamete ne

Akai haato ga iradatsu you ni
Karada n naka moete irun da

Honto wa
Kitaishiten no

Genjitsu tte yatsu

Kanaeru tame ni
Ikiterun da tte

Sakebitaku naru yo
Kikoete imasu ka

Munan ni nante
Yatterarenai kara

Kaeru basho mo nai no

Yasashisa ni wa itsumo kanshashiteru
Dakara tsuyoku naritai

Susumu tame ni
Teki mo mikata mo kangeijan

Dou yatte tsugi no doa
Hirakerun dakke Kangaeteru

Mou hikikaesenai
Monogatari hajimatterun da

Me o samase me o samase

Kono omoi o keshite shimau ni wa
Mada jinsei nagai desho

Yarinokoshiteru koto
Yarinaoshite mitai kara

Mou ichido yukou

Kanaeru tame ni
Ikiterun da tte

Sakebitaku naru yo
Kikoete imasu ka

Munan ni nante
Yatterarenai kara

Kaeru basho mo nai no

Yasashisa ni wa itsumo kanshashiteru
Dakara tsuyoku naritai

Natsukashiku naru
Konna itami mo kangeijan

*kanji* 

夢のつづき　
追いかけていたはずなのに

曲がりくねった細い道　
人につまづく

あの頃みたいにって　
戻りたいわけじゃないの

無くしてきた空を　
探してる　

わかってくれますように

犠牲になったような　
悲しい顔はやめてよ

罪の最後は涙じゃないよ　
ずっと苦しく背負ってくんだ

出口見えない感情迷路に　
誰を待ってるの？

白いノートに綴ったように　
もっと素直に吐き出したいよ

何から　逃れたいんだ　　
・・・現実ってやつ？

叶えるために　
生きてるんだって

忘れちゃいそうな　
夜の真ん中

無難になんて
やってられないから　

・・・帰る場所も無いの

この想いを消してしまうには　
まだ人生長いでしょ？

懐かしくなる　
こんな痛みも歓迎じゃん

謝らなくちゃいけないよね　
ah ごめんね

うまく言えなくて　
心配かけたままだったね

あの日抱えた全部　
あした抱える全部　

順番つけたりは
しないから

わかってくれますように　

そっと目を閉じたんだ
見たくないものまで　
見えんだもん

いらないウワサにちょっと　
初めて聞く発言どっち？

２回合ったら友達だって？？
ウソはやめてね

赤いハートが苛立つように　
体の中燃えているんだ

ホントは
期待しているの　　

・・・現実ってやつ？

叶えるために　
生きているんだって

叫びたくなるよ　
聞こえていますか？

無難になんて　
やってられないから　

・・・帰る場所も無いの

優しさにはいつも感謝している　
だから強くなりたい

進むために　
敵も味方も歓迎じゃん

どうやって次のドア
開けるんだっけ考えてる？

もう引き返せない　
物語始まってるんだ

目を覚ませ　目を覚ませ

この想いを消してしまうには　
まだ人生長いでしょ？

やり残してるコト
やり直してみたいから　

もう一度ゆこう

叶えるために　
生きているんだって

叫びたくなるよ　
聞こえていますか？

無難になんて
やってられないから　

・・・帰る場所も無いの

優しさにはいつも感謝している　
だから強くなりたい

懐かしくなる　
こんな痛みも歓迎じゃん

*english* 

Even though I must have been pursuing
The continuation of my dream

On a narrow, winding road
I trip over other people

It’s not that I want to return to
How it was like back then

I’m searching
For the sky that I’ve lost

I wish that you’ll understand me

Stop making that sad face
Like you’ve been sacrificed

There aren’t tears at the end of sins
I’ve painfully bore them all this time

In the labyrinth of emotions where I can’t see the exit
Who am I waiting for?

As if having written it in a white notebook
I want to divulge myself more honestly

What
Do I want to flee from?

…Something known as reality?

So that I can fulfill myself
I’m alive

When it seems like I’ve forgotten about it
In the middle of the night

Because it can’t be done
Safe and sound

…There’s no place for me to return to, either

Isn’t life still too long
For erasing these thoughts?

I even welcome such a pain
That turns nostalgic

I’ve got to apologize
ah, I’m sorry

Unable to express it well
You were worried, weren’t you?

Everything that I held back then
Everything that I’ll hold tomorrow

Because I won’t
Put them in order

I wish that you’ll understand me

I quietly closed my eyes
I can even see
The things that I don’t want to see

I get a little annoyed at unnecessary rumors
What was the initial remark like?

If we meet twice, aren’t we friends?
So stop lying

As if my red heart is irritated
It’s burning inside of my body

The truth is
I’m anticipating

…Something known as reality?

So that I can fulfill myself
I’m alive

I feel like shouting so
Can you hear me?

Because it can’t be done
Safe and sound

…There’s no place for me to return to, either

I’m always grateful for kindness
So I want to become strong

In order to move on
I welcome friend and foe alike

How can you open
The next door? Are you thinking about it?

I can’t pull back anymore
The story is starting

Wake up, wake up

Isn’t life still too long
For erasing these thoughts?

I have things left to do
Because I want to try redoing them

Let’s go again

So that I can fulfill myself
I’m alive

I feel like shouting so
Can you hear me?

Because it can’t be done
Safe and sound

…There’s no place for me to return to, either

I’m always grateful for kindness
So I want to become strong

I even welcome such a pain
That turns nostalgic

taylor swift - you belong with me *really suits me*

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, She's upset
She's going off about something that you said
She doesnt get your humour like I do

I'm in the room, its a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesnt like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're lookin for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Walkin the streets with you in your worn out jeans
I cant help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on the park bench thinkin to myself
Hey isnt this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I havent seen it in awhile, since she brought you down
You say you find I know you better than that
Hey, Whatcha doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see? 
You belong with me

Standin by, waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Oh I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry
I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams
I think I know where you belong. I think I know it's with me.

Can't you see that I'm the one who understand you?
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by or waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that
You belong with me
You belong with me

Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me
You belong with me

Kris Allen - No boundaries *awesome song, the opening's a bit weird though* 

Seconds, hours, so many days
You know what you want, but how long can you wait?
Every moment last forever.
When you feel you've lost your way.

What if my chances were already gone?
I started believing that I could be wrong.
But you give me one good reason.
To fight and never walk away.

So here I am, still holding on

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing.

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.

I fought to the limit, to stand on the edge
What if today is as good as it gets?
Don't know where the future's heading
But nothing's gonna bring me down
I've jumped every bridge and I've run every line
I risked being safe but I always knew why
I always knew why

So here I am, still holding on

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher, you can go deeper
There are no boundaries above and beneath you
Break every rule 'cause there's nothing between you
And your dreams

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe

Yeah, there are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes

There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.

Rascal Flatts - Life is a Highway *Cars OST , kinda old, but i love it !* 

Well, life's like a road that you travel on 
There's one day here and the next day gone 
Sometimes you bend, sometimes you stand 
Sometimes you turn your back to the wind 

There's a world outside every darkened door 
Where Blues won't haunt you anymore 
For the brave are free and they love their soul 
Come ride with me to the distant shore 

We won't hesitate 
To break down the guarding gate 
There's not much time left today 

Life is a highway, I wanna ride it 
All night long 
If you're going my way, I wanna drive it 
All night long 

To all these cities and all these towns 
It's in my blood and it's all around 
I love now like I loved you then 
This is the road and these are the hands 
From Mozambique to those Memphis nights 
The Khyber Pass to Vancouver's lights 

They knock me down 
And back up again 
You're in my blood 
I'm not a lonely man 
There's no load I can't hold 
Road so rough this I know 
I'll be there when the light comes in 
Just tell 'em we're survivors 

Life is a highway, I wanna ride it 
All night long 
If your going my way, I wanna drive it 
All night long 

Gimme, Gimme, Gimme, Gimme, yeah 

Life is a highway, I wanna ride it 
All night long 
If your going my way, I wanna drive it 
All night long 

There was a distance between you and I 
(between you and I) 
A misunderstanding once 
But now we look it in the eye 

Ooooo...Yeah! 

There ain't no load that I can't hold 
Road so rough this I know 
I'll be there when the light comes in 
Just tell 'em we're survivors 

Life is a highway, I wanna ride it 
All night long 
If your going my way, I wanna drive it 
All night long 

Life is a highway, I wanna ride it 
All night long 
If your going my way, I wanna drive it 
All night long 

Life is a highway, I wanna ride it 
All night long 
If your going my way, I wanna drive it 
All night long 

Gimme, Gimme, Gimme, Gimme, yeah 

okay, that's all i can update for today . i'll update soon, bye !