Farewell~

it's been a while . i've been busy and depressed lately about choosing my high school . i've decided to go to Taruna Nusantara and i've been accepted there . i'll be there on 10th July 2009. i will not be able to update my blog , use the internet or bring my cellphone for 3 years *except for holidays*. i don't wanna   it's kinda sad, but i'll say farewell . i don't know how many times can i update, but i'll do my best to update . good bye   

okay, it's almost the time for graduation . i'll miss my friend.  

bytheway. a few days ago, i went to my BFF's house, angie. i played there with wilona and we baked a pound cake . we put in a whole butter, rum, and cinnamon. they tastes good . i played with her from the morning until the afternoon . it's fun . 

okay, i've been bored during holiday and all i did during holiday was this --> or this --> *they're the same --a

man, i'm bored .and my playlist for today : yui - again, taylor swift - you belong with me, kris allen - no boundaries, rascal flatts - life is a highway .  

lyrics : 

yui - again *FMA brotherhood's 1st opening OST* 

*romaji*

Yume no tsuzuki
Oikakete ita hazu na no ni

Magarikunetta hosoi michi
Hito ni tsumazuku

Ano koro mitai ni tte
Modoritai wake ja nai no

Nakushite kita sora o
Sagashiteru

Wakatte kuremasu you ni

Gisei ni natta you na
Kanashii kao wa yamete yo

Tsumi no saigo wa namida ja nai yo
Zutto kurushiku seottekun da

Deguchi mienai kanjou meiro ni
Dare o matteru no

Shiroi nooto ni tsuzutta you ni
Motto sunao ni hakidashitai yo

Nani kara
Nogaretain da

Genjitsu tte yatsu

Kanaeru tame ni
Ikiterun da tte

Wasurechaisou na
Yoru no mannaka

Munan ni nante
Yatterarenai kara

Kaeru basho mo nai no

Kono omoi o keshite shimau ni wa
Mada jinsei nagai desho

Natsukashiku naru
Konna itami mo kangeijan

Ayamaranakucha ikenai yo ne
ah gomen ne

Umaku ienakute
Shinpai kaketa mama datta ne

Ano hi kakaeta zenbu
Ashita kakaeru zenbu

Junban tsuketari wa
Shinai kara

Wakatte kuremasu you ni

Sotto me o tojitan da
Mitakunai mono made
Mien da mon

Iranai uwasa ni chotto
Hajimete kiku hatsugen docchi

Ni-kai attara tomodachi datte
Uso wa yamete ne

Akai haato ga iradatsu you ni
Karada n naka moete irun da

Honto wa
Kitaishiten no

Genjitsu tte yatsu

Kanaeru tame ni
Ikiterun da tte

Sakebitaku naru yo
Kikoete imasu ka

Munan ni nante
Yatterarenai kara

Kaeru basho mo nai no

Yasashisa ni wa itsumo kanshashiteru
Dakara tsuyoku naritai

Susumu tame ni
Teki mo mikata mo kangeijan

Dou yatte tsugi no doa
Hirakerun dakke Kangaeteru

Mou hikikaesenai
Monogatari hajimatterun da

Me o samase me o samase

Kono omoi o keshite shimau ni wa
Mada jinsei nagai desho

Yarinokoshiteru koto
Yarinaoshite mitai kara

Mou ichido yukou

Kanaeru tame ni
Ikiterun da tte

Sakebitaku naru yo
Kikoete imasu ka

Munan ni nante
Yatterarenai kara

Kaeru basho mo nai no

Yasashisa ni wa itsumo kanshashiteru
Dakara tsuyoku naritai

Natsukashiku naru
Konna itami mo kangeijan

*kanji* 

夢のつづき　
追いかけていたはずなのに

曲がりくねった細い道　
人につまづく

あの頃みたいにって　
戻りたいわけじゃないの

無くしてきた空を　
探してる　

わかってくれますように

犠牲になったような　
悲しい顔はやめてよ

罪の最後は涙じゃないよ　
ずっと苦しく背負ってくんだ

出口見えない感情迷路に　
誰を待ってるの？

白いノートに綴ったように　
もっと素直に吐き出したいよ

何から　逃れたいんだ　　
・・・現実ってやつ？

叶えるために　
生きてるんだって

忘れちゃいそうな　
夜の真ん中

無難になんて
やってられないから　

・・・帰る場所も無いの

この想いを消してしまうには　
まだ人生長いでしょ？

懐かしくなる　
こんな痛みも歓迎じゃん

謝らなくちゃいけないよね　
ah ごめんね

うまく言えなくて　
心配かけたままだったね

あの日抱えた全部　
あした抱える全部　

順番つけたりは
しないから

わかってくれますように　

そっと目を閉じたんだ
見たくないものまで　
見えんだもん

いらないウワサにちょっと　
初めて聞く発言どっち？

２回合ったら友達だって？？
ウソはやめてね

赤いハートが苛立つように　
体の中燃えているんだ

ホントは
期待しているの　　

・・・現実ってやつ？

叶えるために　
生きているんだって

叫びたくなるよ　
聞こえていますか？

無難になんて　
やってられないから　

・・・帰る場所も無いの

優しさにはいつも感謝している　
だから強くなりたい

進むために　
敵も味方も歓迎じゃん

どうやって次のドア
開けるんだっけ考えてる？

もう引き返せない　
物語始まってるんだ

目を覚ませ　目を覚ませ

この想いを消してしまうには　
まだ人生長いでしょ？

やり残してるコト
やり直してみたいから　

もう一度ゆこう

叶えるために　
生きているんだって

叫びたくなるよ　
聞こえていますか？

無難になんて
やってられないから　

・・・帰る場所も無いの

優しさにはいつも感謝している　
だから強くなりたい

懐かしくなる　
こんな痛みも歓迎じゃん

*english* 

Even though I must have been pursuing
The continuation of my dream

On a narrow, winding road
I trip over other people

It’s not that I want to return to
How it was like back then

I’m searching
For the sky that I’ve lost

I wish that you’ll understand me

Stop making that sad face
Like you’ve been sacrificed

There aren’t tears at the end of sins
I’ve painfully bore them all this time

In the labyrinth of emotions where I can’t see the exit
Who am I waiting for?

As if having written it in a white notebook
I want to divulge myself more honestly

What
Do I want to flee from?

…Something known as reality?

So that I can fulfill myself
I’m alive

When it seems like I’ve forgotten about it
In the middle of the night

Because it can’t be done
Safe and sound

…There’s no place for me to return to, either

Isn’t life still too long
For erasing these thoughts?

I even welcome such a pain
That turns nostalgic

I’ve got to apologize
ah, I’m sorry

Unable to express it well
You were worried, weren’t you?

Everything that I held back then
Everything that I’ll hold tomorrow

Because I won’t
Put them in order

I wish that you’ll understand me

I quietly closed my eyes
I can even see
The things that I don’t want to see

I get a little annoyed at unnecessary rumors
What was the initial remark like?

If we meet twice, aren’t we friends?
So stop lying

As if my red heart is irritated
It’s burning inside of my body

The truth is
I’m anticipating

…Something known as reality?

So that I can fulfill myself
I’m alive

I feel like shouting so
Can you hear me?

Because it can’t be done
Safe and sound

…There’s no place for me to return to, either

I’m always grateful for kindness
So I want to become strong

In order to move on
I welcome friend and foe alike

How can you open
The next door? Are you thinking about it?

I can’t pull back anymore
The story is starting

Wake up, wake up

Isn’t life still too long
For erasing these thoughts?

I have things left to do
Because I want to try redoing them

Let’s go again

So that I can fulfill myself
I’m alive

I feel like shouting so
Can you hear me?

Because it can’t be done
Safe and sound

…There’s no place for me to return to, either

I’m always grateful for kindness
So I want to become strong

I even welcome such a pain
That turns nostalgic

taylor swift - you belong with me *really suits me*

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, She's upset
She's going off about something that you said
She doesnt get your humour like I do

I'm in the room, its a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesnt like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're lookin for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Walkin the streets with you in your worn out jeans
I cant help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on the park bench thinkin to myself
Hey isnt this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I havent seen it in awhile, since she brought you down
You say you find I know you better than that
Hey, Whatcha doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see? 
You belong with me

Standin by, waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Oh I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry
I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams
I think I know where you belong. I think I know it's with me.

Can't you see that I'm the one who understand you?
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by or waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that
You belong with me
You belong with me

Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me
You belong with me

Kris Allen - No boundaries *awesome song, the opening's a bit weird though* 

Seconds, hours, so many days
You know what you want, but how long can you wait?
Every moment last forever.
When you feel you've lost your way.

What if my chances were already gone?
I started believing that I could be wrong.
But you give me one good reason.
To fight and never walk away.

So here I am, still holding on

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing.

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.

I fought to the limit, to stand on the edge
What if today is as good as it gets?
Don't know where the future's heading
But nothing's gonna bring me down
I've jumped every bridge and I've run every line
I risked being safe but I always knew why
I always knew why

So here I am, still holding on

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher, you can go deeper
There are no boundaries above and beneath you
Break every rule 'cause there's nothing between you
And your dreams

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe

Yeah, there are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes

There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.

Rascal Flatts - Life is a Highway *Cars OST , kinda old, but i love it !* 

Well, life's like a road that you travel on 
There's one day here and the next day gone 
Sometimes you bend, sometimes you stand 
Sometimes you turn your back to the wind 

There's a world outside every darkened door 
Where Blues won't haunt you anymore 
For the brave are free and they love their soul 
Come ride with me to the distant shore 

We won't hesitate 
To break down the guarding gate 
There's not much time left today 

Life is a highway, I wanna ride it 
All night long 
If you're going my way, I wanna drive it 
All night long 

To all these cities and all these towns 
It's in my blood and it's all around 
I love now like I loved you then 
This is the road and these are the hands 
From Mozambique to those Memphis nights 
The Khyber Pass to Vancouver's lights 

They knock me down 
And back up again 
You're in my blood 
I'm not a lonely man 
There's no load I can't hold 
Road so rough this I know 
I'll be there when the light comes in 
Just tell 'em we're survivors 

Life is a highway, I wanna ride it 
All night long 
If your going my way, I wanna drive it 
All night long 

Gimme, Gimme, Gimme, Gimme, yeah 

Life is a highway, I wanna ride it 
All night long 
If your going my way, I wanna drive it 
All night long 

There was a distance between you and I 
(between you and I) 
A misunderstanding once 
But now we look it in the eye 

Ooooo...Yeah! 

There ain't no load that I can't hold 
Road so rough this I know 
I'll be there when the light comes in 
Just tell 'em we're survivors 

Life is a highway, I wanna ride it 
All night long 
If your going my way, I wanna drive it 
All night long 

Life is a highway, I wanna ride it 
All night long 
If your going my way, I wanna drive it 
All night long 

Life is a highway, I wanna ride it 
All night long 
If your going my way, I wanna drive it 
All night long 

Gimme, Gimme, Gimme, Gimme, yeah 

okay, that's all i can update for today . i'll update soon, bye !